It’s not very easy to particularly trust big life fluctuations.
And moving on from a twenty year relationship and the only work I knew are immense fluctuations.
Yet, the alternative was to remain inside something that just wasn’t healthy or making me happy in the least. That goes for my work and my marriage. But I’m still holding out some hope for my relationship with my husband. Whatever happens, we’ll remain some sort of partners at least with our children. We got married young, bought a dwelling with great quality heating and air then started having kids. This was sort of the way the two of us were brought up to be. You found someone, fell in love, got a real work position and started a family. I loved being a homeowner and I loved having the latest in residential HVAC. Coming home from the weak commercial HVAC where I worked was a nice gift. Not only was the work entirely stressful and sucked up most of my time and energy, the venue was uncomfortable. In the frosty season, I had to stick an area oil furnace under my desk. And in the warmer months, the commercial HVAC was so overwhelmed that the group of us had fans on our desks. You walked into that area and it sounded something like one giant spinning fan. These afternoons, I’m taking a shot at what I’ve always wanted to do and have been working on all these years. I’m making a fine living at photography and now, I’m taking that act on the road. My husband and I recently separated, replaced the HVAC appliance in the dwelling and sold it. So now, she’s doing her thing for a while and I’m off doing mine. We’ll see what happens in the future I suppose.