My long lost dad Bob would have been 69 years today as well as I would be calling him to say happy birthday. But if I called Bob now he wouldn’t answer the cellphone anymore, as well as that is sad because I really want to talk to Bob. Bob left the world just over many years ago as well as it still doesn’t think Bob is gone for some reason. I think I am just not enjoyable at accepting death as well as the fact that I will never see Bob again! Bob taught myself and others about air conditioners, ancient dial control component repairs, as well as how to tune up an ancient oil oil furnace. Bob taught myself and others numerous things, but I think he never taught myself and others about letting things go as well as acceptance because I just can’t seem to shake this sadness as well as feelings of loss after many years. Anytime I have to do an Heating as well as Air Conditioning repair job at a customer’s home I catch myself looking over our shoulder for Bob’s enjoyable smile as well as red rimmed eyes. I think he was supposed to go when he did, but being stuck overseas as well as not seeing Bob before he left will forever bother me. I just need to keep on plugging away really working for the local heating as well as cooling company as well as know that I will find some peace as well as happiness again in our life. It wasn’t just our dad I lost, a week after Bob died our wifey moved out as well as then I lost all our savings on awful investment choices because I had not been thinking clearly. The only enjoyable news is, I don’t have anything more to lose!